The best day ever

well the best day ever of my life i don't think i got a best day ever i am always in a bad mood aways sad or mad but i think i got one it was the day of my birthdaybeacause i recived lots of money and my family was all happy but even thought i think i am not happy because i am not complete iam missing something or somebody its more like a person i am missing my father i wish he was alive so he could celebrate every b-day party i have. That day everybody was happy my whole family got along and there wasn't any drama.I was happy because everybody is happy,but now in this days all of my family is seperated they don't along theres always to much drama now.That day i recived money and gifts and hugs and kisses but i hope this year when i turn 15 it has to be the the happies day i mean the best day ever i went everybody to get along i want my mom to be happy and something i really wish with all my life is my father to be alive but that will never happen cause he is dead.but what iam trying to learn is that dead people are gone for ever and somedays i have to move on. but yea happy is the most important feeling in the body system i have to learn how to be happy and move on. well yea i was happy once in my whole life.